Sunday, June 24, 2007

Surrounded by A$$H@LE$



If anybody has State Farm insurance, you should be kicking yourself right now.The day started off fine.Went to Wellness.. blah what a boring class that has become. We talked about weights and exercises today. I hate the exercise portion of the class.. we don't actually have to do any but we have to make an exercise plan and there's a million worksheets to fill out. I found out I got 12 extra credit points, so my test score went up to an 87. Can't complain about that.Abnormal Psych was kind of boring, talked about neuro transmitters. Some guy came and talked to us about being Bi-polar. In Sexuality we talked about sexual dysfunction. Got our tests back.. I received a score of 96. Can't ask for much more than that. Made me pretty damn happy and glad that I've improved my study habits.At this point, I will now bitch about crazy drivers. I went to the parking lot and got into the car. Turned on the radio, locked the doors, all of the pre-drive rituals. I pulled out of the parking spot and stopped at the end of the row and waited for other cars to pass by. Well, as I waited some asshole in a truck started to back at straight at me, and I'm like HELLO, AHHH, etc. There was nowhere for me to go! He saw me before he got too far, and thank God I didn't have a heart attack. I then pulled out, and on the way down to the main road the truck asshole decided the speed limit wasn't fast enough, so he zipped off around me and pulled in front of me. I wish I had a gun.. I'd like to shoot shitheads like that. First they almost back into you, then they zip around you like they're the God of the road. People were driving like idiots today, I don't know how many times I was like AHHH don't hit me for fucks sake, watch where you're going.I got home, ate and watched some TV. I felt tired so I laid down for a nap, because if I'm not awake and my brain isn't functioning I obviously can't do any work. So I laid down and napped, and then woke up and had something to eat. My head was kind of hurting.. has been aching a little off and on all day. I did a little bit of homework, but not nearly as much as I need or should get done. I don't feel very motivated to do any of the work I have due this week.. I know it'll get done somehow but I was just feeling kind of eh. Took a shower. Went down to dinner.My dad got home about then, and he was opening the mail. The insurance bill and insurance cards had arrived. Like I had mentioned before, on the phone they told my dad it would be over $800 every 6 months to insure me and the car. My dad was already pissed off about that. He had changed the deductible and taken off towing, because I now have Triple A and roadside assistance. Well the bill came, and the stupid fucking idiots not only had the wrong deductible, but they had towing still on there, too. The bill was a whopping $1,000+. Over a thousand fucking dollars every 6 months for that car. They want us to pay $2,000 A YEAR for *ONE* car. Stupid motherfucking money hungry, braindead, deaf, idiot assholes can't even get our insurance right, and they charge us a shitload of money. I REALLY *REALLY* hope nobody has State Farm insurance, because I feel BAD for you.At that point I became very upset. I mean, here I had been in the car during the accident. I was driving. It wasn't my fault, but it's still like I should of seen something, should of done something. It's like I could of seen something, I could of done something. And now we have to go through all of this shit with the insurance company and sleazy car salespeople and tabs and all of this extra bullshit stress that my parents do not need, and the insurance company is the worst of them all. I get so angry, and sometimes I blame myself so much. It's as if *I* caused the stress, it's my fault my parents have to deal with this. I got so angry.. I just started to cry and my mom was like oh stop it, and I was like shut the hell up, you weren't the one who was in an accident in that car. I mean, I can't do a damn thing. Just sit back and smile and wait for phone tag to iron out the problems with our situation. Because the insurance assholes DON'T GET IT, and they DON'T CARE. So what can I do? Nothing. Just sit here because I have no way to channel my anger, nothing to do, no way to help. This was a situation that started off only with me, and *I* can't do a damn thing about it. So I just bend over and the insurance company acts like morons and I take it up the ass. So after I started crying I just went upstairs, grabbed my dinner off of the counter. I was so angry I forgot a fork, so I just sat in the TV room and ate with my fingers. ::Sigh:: I knew it would never, ever stop.

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